Sunday, 29 March 2009

Healing For Freedom


I had a chat with my friend Toni from Colorado. Its been a long time since we had a hearty chat together. Toni is one of my best friend online.. but we haven't meet in person yet!!! She had sent me a package of chocolates and candies which was very much loved by my dearest son who loves chocolates like i do.

After a few exchanges of greetings and talking about things that had happened to us since we last chatted, about her son who just got married and also her daughter who had been wanting to come home coz she missed her mom.. we talked about mystic things. Then she then told me... "OK, your cards say it is the Diving time for healing for your freedom. You have support from your angels and your intentions for a New Beginning is in your Dreams."
It confused me.. "what does that mean?" I said. "How did you do that?"
"I asked my guides to help me draw the cards to tell you what you need and then I cut the cards, layed them out 2,3,3,2 and that is how they came up. The only one that didn't seem to fit into the picture well was somewhere in this is your soul mate."

It leaves me thinking about what she had told me. I think Toni is right... its time to heal for my freedom of the past.. The past keeps haunting me and it become a fear. Maybe its time that i should stop re-living the past and think only of what is NOW. Fearing of the past to happen again make me fear to try a new relationship ... coz this fear of being hurt again keep haunting me!!!

"Is yesterday gone? Can you go back to yesterday?" then i answered her.. "I don't want to live in the past.. i want to forget it especially the relationship i had been through.. i want a new beginning..."

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