Internet Prostitution?

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The Internet world has been spewed all over with Dating and Swingers Sites and all kinds of avenues for lonely men and women all over the world to meet and match, and some are indulging in much kinkier activities and lustful whims.

After quitting as live help operator in the Internet world, I have joined a few sites and fairly did my share in chatting too and having meet guys for normal friendship if not for a much serious relationship and so far i haven't meet my match yet!!!

For over 5 years I haven't meet anyone yet in person, maybe mainly coz i was just chatting with only one guy i thought I've fallen in love with and just focused my world with him until recently we thought its impossible for us to meet and decided to call it off and let go, no hard feelings we never meet anyway and indeed how can you ever love a guy you never meet? oh well i did but its just all a fantasy i think... (what a love story!!!)

For the first time ever, i have enjoyed my chatting experience and enjoyed the activities in dating sites as well.. i bumped up my profiles and had also played in bidding games, wrote my blogs and had rated pics which i found entertaining.

As i chatted along with the male specie in dating sites and enjoying my cam experience... i find it very intriguing that many men have offered me large sum of money just to make me strip for them!!! that was really tempting big sum but I'm not sure if the offers are real but anyway guys, thanks but no thanks.. PLEASE NO OFFERS FOR ME!!!

In which case, some women have been getting crazy over these transactions coz obviously the money are tempting. Some guys are telling me their experiences with other women saying they never want to pay but why do u ask women to strip for you? anybody want to strip? why blame women getting money? i have been offered many times and I think its just right. I don't blame women asking for money when they are asked to strip but why get mad when they ask money when u ask them to strip? whew!!!

There must be something we can do with this kind of Internet activities. Its sad but truly the Internet had been an easy den for prostitution and extortion from prostitutes, scammers, thieves and much much more illegal activities.

Internet Technology had made the whole wide world a smaller place to live with the latest communication technology we never imagine could happen in a span of few years.. but do you think the Internet world is safe for us and for our kids? What can we do to help make the Internet a safer place for us?

Should Internet Pornography be Banned?

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"Internet Pornography is an online predator. It features sexually candid materials on the web and allows an individual to view streaming pornographic videos. It is a worldwide phenomenon and one of the fastest growing threats in the society today."

That is what i had read over breakfast table few days ago which was being featured in a magazine. It got my attention and I read it closely. Me in particular had experienced peeking at those sites myself, curiosity got me and bingo.. i got virus in my computer. Those are sites which really get you into a shock stage where you could ask yourself.... is this really true? Is this really happening? What i am referring here are the sites featuring bestiality's and extreme sexual performances which u would think is gruesomely depicted... and i confessed this has made me curious... and before it could corrupt me.. i had put my computer in a high security mode against these sites.. it not only drive me crazy, it brought virus to my computer and cost me allot of money to fix it.

Like drug abuse, Internet Pornography is addicting. However, banning it is next to impossible i think because the whole Internet system isn't managed by a single individual or company so we say.. it is truly uncontrollable. Pornography could corrupt the mind, pollutes the soul and defiles the body. Porn addiction is a question about morality. It has a greater involvement in deviant sexual practices like bestiality's and sorts. Exposure to graphics with explicit sex scenes and lewd acts leave disturbing imprints on the mind. Such exposure urges men and women to engage in extreme kinky sexual activities and orgies within and outside marriage bonds.

I had chatted with a guy who had confessed to me about their sexual activities with his wife, which involves the Internet through mutual masturbation and watching his wife masturbate on screen watched by men masturbating, gives pleasure to him which is strange way of satisfying one's craving for sex . Their activities involves not only Internet masturbation but also sexual orgies with guys his wife brought home for sex sessions. It is not only an issue of decency and morality I am talking about here but a cycle of bad activities within and outside marriages.

Internet pornography is ringing an alarm because technically, it will continue to stay as long as there are people who patronize it... and who could tell how porn would constantly morph into something as tech winds shift? It seems that, if neglected, the freeway to Cyberspace may lead to unguided minds of adults and children alike to a most dangerous path.

It is our common responsibility to create a culture where children are protected and human sexuality and relationship are valued. My challenge is, Should Internet pornography be banned?

I Will Always Love You

Before I met you,
I was badly hurt from a relationship that fell apart,
I didn't wanna live no more
I just wanted an end,
I thought nothing could cure me,
My heart would never mend.
You walked into my life
and brightened my day.
I didn't wanna be with you,
'Cause I thought you'd hurt me someday.
I gave you a chance to see if that was true,

Something was different and you were something new.

Then, I know what your love is truly about,
your sweet, honest, and lovable,
something I can't live without.
I hope that this love will last,
Because you know I'll always love you,
I hope we'll never part,
because I know you love me too...

Healing For Freedom

I had a chat with my friend Toni from Colorado. Its been a long time since we had a hearty chat together. Toni is one of my best friend online.. but we haven't meet in person yet!!! She had sent me a package of chocolates and candies which was very much loved by my dearest son who loves chocolates like i do.

After a few exchanges of greetings and talking about things that had happened to us since we last chatted, about her son who just got married and also her daughter who had been wanting to come home coz she missed her mom.. we talked about mystic things. Then she then told me... "OK, your cards say it is the Diving time for healing for your freedom. You have support from your angels and your intentions for a New Beginning is in your Dreams."

It confused me.. "what does that mean?" I said. "How did you do that?"
"I asked my guides to help me draw the cards to tell you what you need and then I cut the cards, layed them out 2,3,3,2 and that is how they came up. The only one that didn't seem to fit into the picture well was somewhere in this is your soul mate."

It leaves me thinking about what she had told me. I think Toni is right... its time to heal for my freedom of the past.. The past keeps haunting me and it become a fear. Maybe its time that i should stop re-living the past and think only of what is NOW. Fearing of the past to happen again make me fear to try a new relationship ... coz this fear of being hurt again keep haunting me!!!

"Is yesterday gone? Can you go back to yesterday?" then i answered her.. "I don't want to live in the past.. i want to forget it especially the relationship i had been through.. i want a new beginning..."

As I Mature

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big willy or huge boobs.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.

I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place!

I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away.